Restless

I wanted to get some sleep, so I laid down, I closed my eyes, but no matter what I did, they kept opening. I sat up, looked around the darkroom, and realized that it would be the same surroundings as yesterday if I turned on the light.

I ask myself if I was comfortable with these surroundings? Every time I asked, the answer was "no." The only way I can change my surroundings is to succeed, and since I haven’t succeeded yet, I guess I won’t be sleeping.

At least this way, I won’t have to wake up and realize that my surroundings haven’t changed. Next time I go to sleep, I’ll be waking up to success.